ape nak jadi la laki zaman skang nih....

kali ni mmg teruk r aku kena nganjing...emmm..tapi sabar je...diorg pun bukannye perfect sgt pon..sumenye gile sex nak mati..kesian aku tgk..mude2 lg da kotor otak tuh.mungkin sbb culture shock..ye la kan..dulu duk kg,anak ustaz,pak imam..tp skang bile da kua kg,bergaul ngn budak2 xsenonoh sume da terikut2 jd prangai cam sial je...tp aku pun skang xkesah sgt la sbb dah tau kebodohan mereka2 tuh,,xkan aku nak layan lg..da mmg prangai tu xdpt nak dibendung lg nak wat camne kan...tgk je la ape jd ngn diorg tuh nnt,,,harap2 dpt la ptunjuk supaye jd makhluk yg bergune dan disenangi ckit oleh pmpuan2 lain...

hari ini bukan dlm sejarah....

penat aku balik dr kolej....ingat dpt la jumpe si pelunggah tuh..mana tau mak die da bwak lari balik banting..kuang aja btul!!aku da la cuti 5 hari.duk rumah nih da xde sape nak bawak main bile die da xde..abis tuh rase cam sie2 je..baik duk kolej je..wat rutin cam biase main mainan bodohkan org dgn ezah,amy,yana,eyna ngn sya..tp kire ramai gak r nak balik cuti lame nih..huhu..ksian plak kat diorg yg xdpt balik tuh..rumah jauh2..tapi xpela kat rumah nih..at least dpt gak mkn free mase buke xyah kuar duet..hehe...tp sebenarnye seronok gak la spend time dgn family waktu buke pose.ye la kat kolej rase cam xseronok gak kadang2 bile teringat family kat rumah..naseb baik la ade bawak buku ckit nak bace kat rumah..lpas raye terus test2 mati la aku nnt jd cam test1...agak teruk disitu..tp xpe.aku rase masih blum terlambat utk aku baiki...mudah2an dgn usaha aku markah aku nnt makin meningkat..ammiinnnn... :)

AQILA !!!!!!!!

hahahah...ni la aqila yg x berapa nak baik tuh...ni jugak lah anak buah aku yg 1st penah aku ade...1st time kitorg terime die sbg ank buah pade 30 ogos 2009,aku rse cm nak terime adek jek!al maklum la kan...xbiase..hahhaha...kitorang panggil die dgn name QILA je...qila ni suke melunggah barang kat rmah..asal ade brg ats meja je mula la die nak tlg 'kemaskan'..dah tu pantang plak nampak org bsiap pkai baju lawa ngn tudung...miang je nyawe die nak ikut..huhuh...tp aku sayang kat die sgt2...rase cam nak bawak lari je dr mak die..hahahah....tp xsuke die satu hal je,,die suke amik air kotak soya aku...huhu...terpakse gak la beralah ngan die...anak buah 'kesayangan' kan????semoga aqilah cepat2 la pandai jalan ek!nnt makcik bleh nyakat ko slalu! hahahahahah :)

disguise.....

Have you ever felt some kind of emptiness inside

You will never measure up, to those people you

Must be strong, can't show them that you're weak

Have you ever told someone something

That's far from the truth

Let them know that you're okay

Just to make them stop

All the wondering, and questions they may have

I'm okay, I really am now

Just needed some time, to figure things out

Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you

Still we don't know what's yet to come

Have you ever seen your face,

In a mirror there's a smile

But inside you're just a mess,

You feel far from good

Need to hide, 'cos they'd never understand

Have you ever had this wish, of being

Somewhere else

To let go of your disguise, all your worries too

And from that moment, then you see things clear

I'm okay, I really am now

Just needed some time, to figure things out

Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you

Still we don't know what's yet to come

Are you waiting for the day

When your pain will disappear

When you know that it's not true

What they say about you

You could not care less about the things

Surrounding you

Ignoring all the voices from the walls

I'm okay, I really am now

Just needed some time, to figure things out

Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you

Still we don't know what's yet to come

I'm okay, I really am now

Just needed some time, to figure things out

Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you

Still we don't know what's yet to come

Still we don't know what's yet to come

Still we don't know what's yet to come